i'm feeling rather random these days.
staying at home, rotting like hell, becoming a fat ass, having a lazyass to move myself to the gym, ... GARRR! this sucks! really sucks!

wasted my precious afternoon waiting for the man to deliver my sister's bank statement.
because in the very end of the day, the man DIDN'T COME!
WHAT THE FUCK!
i could have just hang out w/ rui xin @ jurong point camping our favorite arcade machine for the whole day.
seriously, i feel very fucked up, and i even complained to my mother.
fine. i wasted a day just by rotting at home again.

having that feeling that i may just die at the very moment.
i don't know why. i can sense that my body is yelling for help, yet i don't know what happen.
one day, when i'm TOTALLY free, when i have that "KA-CHNG!", i shall go for my health checkup - no joke here, darn serious about it.

and also, when i'm TOTALLY free, when i have that "KA-CHNG!", i shall go for some facial and spa. (who says men cannt go for these!)
you guys think i'm a total shame to men, but let me tell you suckers - YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!
slap yourself for having such a thought. shame on you, sucker!
can't men go for these when they WANT TO LOOK GOOD?!
SLAP YOU! STEP YOU! SCREW YOU!

staying up isn't a good thing to do.
i mean ... i'm still a teenager, and i shall take care of my body and health.
but WHY AM I DOING THESE TO HARM MYSELF?!
oh really, i don't know why.