sometimes, i really wonder,
are those people taking advantages of me?
is it because i am the youngest in the class?
is it because i am the one who can be easily bullied?

incident one @ 12+am
involving 4 people
- ks-er 1 - norman
- ks-er 2 - jing heng
- ks-er 3 - jie min
- innocent - me



incident two @ early afternoon
involving 4 people
- ks-er 1 - gao zheng
- ks-er 2 - guild member
- innocent 1 - me
- innocent 2 - yun cai



so what if their levels are much higher than mine?
so what if their damages are much better than mine?
oh hell, all they like is to compare those 2 things in maplestory.
so what? it's just a game, no need to compare or show-off anything, right?
ahh just get a life.

sometimes i really do wonder,
a "pai seh" or a sorry with the la behind helps to solve everything?
to me, it really doesn't help much.
but it matters on how sincerely you express it.
say me petty or whatever for all i care.

i'm gonna stop playing maplestory everyday when i reached the 3rd job advancement.
and i really mean it.

edit at 1.07am
so one of my guild members bid us goodnight and bye,
and i replied night!, jing heng said these...



like duh? i have the right to ignore you because you people offended me together.
like duh? think about it. if you didn't come along with him,
i won't be giving attitude to you.
DUH!?