... seriously ...

i really dislike the ways they treated me today.
honestly speaking, they are childish.

firstly, jing heng and adnan were sitting next to me during geography lesson this morning.
so mdm aneesah was going through the worksheet that she passed to us yesterday.
i was listening during class, and when i was writting, my right hand was in between the two tables.
i didn't know anything, until when jing heng suddenly moved the table and the tables pinched my hand hard.
i gave a "ahhh!" sound then. it was hell painful.
i wasn't unhappy at all when i heard them laughing about it,
so i gave jing heng a slap. and from then on, we didn't talk to each other.
say me petty or what-so-ever, i cannot stand such childish behaviors.

another incident happened during the free periods after maths.
jason came to me and started disturbing me.
i couldn't stand it, so i asked him to go away.
he didn't want to move away, so i got a little angry.
i asked him again to move away, but in the end nothing happened.
so i gave the whole class (even the relief teacher i think) a shock (did i?) by shouting at him to move away.
he didn't, in the end.
i got so furious then .. and it happened for at least 35mins ...
until ... when zhi lei came to ask jason to stop disturbing me.
i gave him space to walk away,
and i can see SPACE available for him to walk,
and yet he complained that i'm blocking him and there's no space.
i couldn't take it any longer, so i tried pushing him away.
he started beating me, punching me, whatever.
and then the story ended .

i just cannot understand why people choose to infuriate sensitive people like me.
is it because they wanted to test my limit?
hell now they know it ,
but i guess some have yet to understand the fact that i'm not a kind that can be easily bullied.

get the hell thing right, childish people.