i guess it's reaching the end of our friendship.
(not you guys lah, dont misunderstand.)

actually im not too sure about it.
i dont understand.
this morning he hasn't talked to me.
maybe it's a pleasure for him to not talk to me for a time.
maybe it's also a pleasure for me to not talk to him too.

roar! i just wanna get it over with.
bring me out to a beach and hear me scream.
im desperate to do so .

rui xin suggested to go swimming tmr,
which is wednesday, the day when i'll be collecting my phone back,
the day when i will be going home from school at 12.30pm,
the day when i can relax a bit before the actual papers commence on next monday...
whatever whatever and what-so-ever.

now i found out that im getting stronger,
as in not that physically stronger.
and i know i have to be stronger than before and now.
yes i have to.

suddenly i feel like scolding vulgarities.
i do NOT understand why.

anyway im blogging in school now,
because mdm aneesah brought us here for some grammar quizzes and stuffs.
and that someone was trying to peep at my blogpost when i was blogging.

*ROAR! SHUT THE F**K UP! I DONT WANNA HEAR YOU EXPLAIN!*