did i just say "get emo"?

im feeling rather depressed and tired these days in school.
whenever i see my friends, i will suddenly and immediately become emo.
that only apply just recently.
i dont know what exactly happened to me.
wasnt confused about it, though.

i had enough of nonsense already.
maybe it's bcuz of the fact that i'm mature already,
having that mature thinking.. maybe not.
it's really very annoying and infuriating for a person who feels that way.

and please lah, stop adopting stupid and irritating phrases.
i've gotten sick of those "alright there" and some others,
and now, the "CALL YOUR PARENTS"?
repeating and repeating it everytime.
think of others lah! won't they get sick of those?
to you all, it may seem fun, but to me, it's childish + annoying + irritating.
yea, you heard me clearly, it's childish + annoying + irritating.

and, i just wanted to help people ask a bit of things,
and you went crapping away, giving me that attitude?
if you don't wanna tell me, then at least you shld let me know that you don't wanna tell.
be straightforward lah, idiotic people.

think that playing with people using ways are fun?
to me, it isn't, seriously.

oh! and stop bringing out those old funny stuffs about me already.
i thought that those were funny then, but now .. i don't think so.
i accidentally sung the wrong lyrics for avril lavinge's girlfriend as
"heyx4" instead of "hey2x you2x" only.
and that time when i fell down when i was running for my shuttle run?
kept on imitating it .. think it's amusing?
some of the "take care"s that you all have said,
are fake . reason being you all kept imitating it.
it's only an accident! i only injured myself a little bit,
and nth big happened to me,
just that i was being called to rest and not to run for that morning, that's all. duh?

and the mast.ing thingy? yea i admit i was the one who started it off 1st,
it's bcuz i wanted to ask for the sake of my curiosity.
i found it funny when manfred was telling me,
but then im starting to accept people with such behaviors.
they may seem abnormal to you all,
but they are nice people with a good heart.
i respect them, and they respect me too.
that's ABSOLUTELY normal !
i believe this is the 2nd x? or the 3rd x saying this again.

stop making fun of people who have weird behaviors.
they are human beings too, like we all normal people.
dont tell me you're not a human being, that's why you make fun of them.
where's your heart?
i know you all are jealous that you all can't shine in my way.
admit it.

thanks for the care you all have given me.
i truely appreciate those.
and stop ok, STOP treating me like someone who doesn't deserve a single respect.
i'm a human being, a normal human being, just like you all.
like to see people being bullied right?
well, i have to tell you, that i have ways to settle you all lunatics.
just fuck off from my way.