i just wanna say sth before i start off wif today's post.

im not sure whether you know how i feel.
i had enuff, really enuff when ppl bully me, tease me,
treat me like their dog,
treat me like im someone who doesnt deserve a single respect.
where are all your hearts?
where is all your respects towards me?
let me ask you. how will you feel if im not even respecting you?
how will you feel when im treating you like someone who dont deserve a single respect?
your feelings will be the same as me.
i just .. dont know what the hell are you guys thinking.
yeah i maybe im weird. im a freako in your eyes.
but you dont know have treat me this way.
im so depressed about it.
a long piece of random crap :D

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this morning was damn lazy to post all my pictures onto photobucket.
so went to find uploader tool for photobucket.
and ive found flock : a web broswer just like mozilla firefox.
so tried out the uploader feature wif 100+ pics featuring 6N-ers.
and it's really slow.


so im gonna be out for a short while later to imm.
alone okay.